I have dreaded writing this post as it would make things seem even more real than they are. It is like putting it in writing would make it hurt worse. Still I know that I must do this, both for me and also to share with you.
Yes, it is true, My daddy went to be with our Lord and Savior Aug. 19, 2007. It was really not expected. He was doing really pretty good, yet it was his time. I wrote a poem and managed to read it at his Memorial Service. His wife, Sandy, gave the order....no tears. My oh my, what a tall order that was. I think I did my daddy proud, but more than that, I think for the most part I did as Sandy had asked.
I could go on and on, but instead I just want to share what I wrote.
Love to all,
Roberta
A DAY TO NEVER FORGET
The choir was fully assembled
The banquet table ready and set
The Mansion finished and furnished
The angels running around without fret.
The gates were ready to swing open
The trumpeter had his horn ready to blow
All of Heaven was filled with excitement
The Angel of Death was ready to go.
The earthly scene was quite different
Pain and depression in the Hospital all around
My Daddy was really quite tired
No longer wanting to laugh or to clown
Eighty years in his earthly body
Everything was fast breaking down
Did he have one more fight left in him
Or would he rather be Heaven bound?
I believe his date with eternity
Was long ago established and already known
Just one look from his Lord and his savior
Told the Angel “It’s time to bring Bob Baumann home”.
I believe as he entered the Kingdom
His eyes with amazement were opened wide
Everyone was happy and greeting him
Family gone before him right by his side.
How can Heaven be all rejoicing
And on earth we’re filled with such pain?
Isn’t this the moment Christian’s live for
When we actually achieve Heavenly gain?
I am just one small part of his legacy
Only one of the many my Daddy left behind
How can I continue life without him
Without nearly loosing my mind?
As his daughter my heart is nearly broken
But he has given me the strength to pull through.
He taught me about Christ being Lord of my life
And the mission on earth that I must do.
I shall find strength in the laughter he gave me
I shall find peace written in God’s Bible Book
Every time I see my face in the mirror
I will really see my Daddy’s favorite look.
My Daddy’s time on earth has now ended
But his life has really just begun
He will never again be on a diet
And he is free to run and have fun.
I feel blessed to be chosen as one of his daughter’s
Many times he filled me with such pride
I know I can go on, in my heart there’s a song
For one day I will be back by his side.
I praise you Lord for this vision
I praise you for one day next to you I will stand
I praise you Lord for my Daddy
I praise you Lord for your perfect plan.
All My Love Daddy
Your Daughter, Roberta
August 21, 2007
Comments
I am so sorry for your loss for I went though this just 2 years ago with my father. Roberta your poem was so nice and just proves how special you are. Please know my prayers and thoughts are with you all. GOD SPEED
Love Dora
Your poem is absolutely wonderful and while you may have made it through with no tears, I'm sure your heart had tears. You've been blessed with such a loving relationship with him and that love carries on forever. He's always in your heart as he's in the care of God. Thank you for sharing your poem, your love, and your pain with us. I embrace you in your time of healing with love and prayers for you and your dear family. God bless you always.
Love Tari
Much Love, janet
I can only imagine what a truly wonderful person your Father was. I have no doubt you received so many of your wonderful, caring and loving qualities from him, and part of him will continue to live on in you forever! Your poem is absolutely beautiful and helps me to feel like I knew your Father. You have so many wonderful people that love you. I pray that you lean on them when you need support during this trying time. No matter how old we are, we can still be Daddy's little girl. I am thinking of you often. Love, Kristen
What a lovely poem you have written about your daddy. I know this was probably one of the hardest things to do, saying goodbye. He is in such a better place, no pain, only happiness! My prayers are with you and your family. God bless you and your family.
Denise
You were so strong to read that through without tears, just one of the many qualities you inherited from your father. When a loved one passes it is very hard for those left behind, but I am sure that your father will be watching over you and heard you speak those words and was proud.
Love Julie
Chelle
I am soooooo sorry you are having to deal with all of this all at once but at least you now know that that your Daddy and King Solomon are in Heaven and out of pain. I know it doesn't stop the pain but at least you have the comfort of knowing that. You are a strong person and lots of support, he is ALWAYS with you. The reading is beautiful...... it is truly a gift to be able to write things like that. Please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers!!!! Hugs, Germaine
My heart is with you. I am so sorry about your loss, but know that your daddy must have been so very proud of all you have accomplished. I am sure you made him happy.
Love,
Barbara Thompson
May God continue to comfort you as only He can. Just remember all of the many preciouse memories of your Daddy. Those can never be taken away. The poem is a beautiful tribute to him and the very obvious love and devotion you have towards him and towards our Faithful Heavenly Father.
Blessings,
Kris
WLS BOT Group
Memphis, TN
I believe sometimes God holds back the curtain to allow our loved ones to see how brave we are and to allow them to see us at our finest moment on their behalf. I believe your Daddy was so proud of you! He must have been "busting his buttons" with a big smile for you.
Love you,
Margaret from TX (BOT family)
You know Daddy was so proud of you. Not only in life but also when you did such an awesome job of reading the wonderful poem you wrote for him at his celebration of life service. I'm sure he was up in Heaven with mom smiling down on you saying "what a great daughter we raised!" We are both so blessed to have so many of the fine qualities that daddy passed on to us. Your poem does an excellent job of touching on what a great and fantastic man he truly was. He will be sorely missed by so many people. I am glad we are here to pass on his legacy and I thank God daily for allowing me to have you as my sissy. I Love you, Tammy
I have been out of town for work - in Las Vegas. I am so sorry to hear about your tremendous loss. I know that when we got together in June for dinner you talked so lovingly about your father. I am so glad that you got to see him just a short while ago.
Know that my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. And, remember to take care of yourself, especially now.
Love Paula
Carol
Todd
Love,
Roger
Since understanding why our loved ones have to leave us now is not something our earthly minds can fathom, it is with great joy to know that God provides the comfort we need until we see them again. Putting into words how we feel is also a great blessing and one we can return to when needed. I cried when I read your poem, Roberta. You and your family will continue to be in our thoughts and prayers during this transition. love you all very much, Terri and Mike
I am so sorry for your loss. I have lost both of my parents and know how you feel. It is always difficult regardless of how old or how frail a loved one is at the time of their going home. My love, thoughts, and prayers are with you. July, August and September are certainly months of memories for your family. God Speed.
Maire
blessings,
joni
I am so sorry to hear about the death of your father. I have so many childhood memories that include your family. Spending the night at your home was such a treat. I can't imagine the pain of losing your father. I will be thinking of you at this time.
Love, Rhonda